i thought i had so much to say, but everything went blank upon this page.

not being negative, but keeping things blur ain't a nice front to anyone if you probe into those question marks which keep haunting me. stop it, for you for me. for all you want to say that i like hiding, yes i admit i'm a coward at this.

i retreated to Tuesday's with Morrie;
my screams went missing into the pillow.